I saw someone yesterday that was very pretty. My actual thought was more along the line of "I would totally hit that", but i digress...
My next thought was that someone that good looking would be wasted on me, they needed to be with someone equally attractive. Then they could be an amazingly good looking couple. Like a sunny day for everyone to enjoy...
and to secretly hope had ugly babies. :p
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
again
Dear diary,
I slurried it up till the trams started again. At least I didn't go home with some random. Did spend quite a lot of my time making out with ppl tho. 5 in total I think. I really really really need a chaperone. Or a dedicated person 2 make out with. Also stupid grand prix means trams running funny. Blah blah blah. Stupid alcohol, stupid alcoholic.
I slurried it up till the trams started again. At least I didn't go home with some random. Did spend quite a lot of my time making out with ppl tho. 5 in total I think. I really really really need a chaperone. Or a dedicated person 2 make out with. Also stupid grand prix means trams running funny. Blah blah blah. Stupid alcohol, stupid alcoholic.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Catchup post
So its been a while since I posted much about whats going on in my life, so i will start with:
Work: I now work two jobs, one is four days a week (evenings) and one is two weekdays a week 830-5. Details probably not super important. One i am a cashier in a pokie venue, the other Im an IT support person.
Uni: Still trying to finish my masters, doing it by part time though, also with work taking up so much time, its a bit hard.
Sports: Had to cut down due to work commitments, but also the end of season made it a bit dead as well.
Socail life: Met a few people at bars etc. Feel im a bit over that to some extent at the moment, its not that rewarding for the most part. I dont always like the forced, hard to hear over the music, small talk of meeting new people, although for the most part its fun enough. Random hook-ups are unrewarding, only took me like 4 tries to realise that just because they are happy to hook up one drunken night, doesnt mean anything more substantial is ever, ever, going to work out.
Speaking of such, i went out to coffee on the weekend with the young'un from a hook-up a week ago. But apparently it was coffee to let me know deffinitively that it was not going to happen. I got a little confused, since there seemed to be a bit of flirting, but then "Yeah im not interested in a relationship or anything"...
ah, but how long does it take to get that into my head that, of course a random hook-up has no real grounds for anything more. Probably the confusing signals are from lack of experiance, which i suppose is what you have to expect from a young'un.
Silly as it seems tho, i got super excited about the prospect of coffee, and mayb this turning into something a bit more. Damnable emotions running high due to excessive work schedule.
Anyway, i feel that brings me up to date.
Work: I now work two jobs, one is four days a week (evenings) and one is two weekdays a week 830-5. Details probably not super important. One i am a cashier in a pokie venue, the other Im an IT support person.
Uni: Still trying to finish my masters, doing it by part time though, also with work taking up so much time, its a bit hard.
Sports: Had to cut down due to work commitments, but also the end of season made it a bit dead as well.
Socail life: Met a few people at bars etc. Feel im a bit over that to some extent at the moment, its not that rewarding for the most part. I dont always like the forced, hard to hear over the music, small talk of meeting new people, although for the most part its fun enough. Random hook-ups are unrewarding, only took me like 4 tries to realise that just because they are happy to hook up one drunken night, doesnt mean anything more substantial is ever, ever, going to work out.
Speaking of such, i went out to coffee on the weekend with the young'un from a hook-up a week ago. But apparently it was coffee to let me know deffinitively that it was not going to happen. I got a little confused, since there seemed to be a bit of flirting, but then "Yeah im not interested in a relationship or anything"...
ah, but how long does it take to get that into my head that, of course a random hook-up has no real grounds for anything more. Probably the confusing signals are from lack of experiance, which i suppose is what you have to expect from a young'un.
Silly as it seems tho, i got super excited about the prospect of coffee, and mayb this turning into something a bit more. Damnable emotions running high due to excessive work schedule.
Anyway, i feel that brings me up to date.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Sick... AGAIN!
So I have tonsilitis yet again, its just a stupid sore throat... that makes it hard to sleep, hard to eat, hard to drink... makes you tired, distracted... keeps you from work and play.
And why do I have tonsilitis again? I think I have developed chronic tonsilitis, every few weeks for the last four or five month I have got it when I have drunk too much or slept too little. My tonsils are actually swollen all the time, but they only get sore/sick when I get tired.
So I will have them removed. Easier said than done. Can't just do it, need to see a specailist first. Ok, so see the specailist, easier said than done. I was refered to the specailist more than a month ago and they still haven't seen me. So frustrating.
Furthermore everytime I get sick, I have to go to the doctor for the prescription, man would I like to get a prescription pad of my own, I already know what they will pescribe, they do each time, Penacillin V.
Wonder if i can convince them to give me an unlimited repeats prescription... I hate having to rely on someone else who isnt open on the weekends for a cure.
Also, while im ill, i find it hard to motivate myself to do exersise, and Im beggining to worry ill never manage to change my appearance to what i want it to be without more concerted effort.
And why do I have tonsilitis again? I think I have developed chronic tonsilitis, every few weeks for the last four or five month I have got it when I have drunk too much or slept too little. My tonsils are actually swollen all the time, but they only get sore/sick when I get tired.
So I will have them removed. Easier said than done. Can't just do it, need to see a specailist first. Ok, so see the specailist, easier said than done. I was refered to the specailist more than a month ago and they still haven't seen me. So frustrating.
Furthermore everytime I get sick, I have to go to the doctor for the prescription, man would I like to get a prescription pad of my own, I already know what they will pescribe, they do each time, Penacillin V.
Wonder if i can convince them to give me an unlimited repeats prescription... I hate having to rely on someone else who isnt open on the weekends for a cure.
Also, while im ill, i find it hard to motivate myself to do exersise, and Im beggining to worry ill never manage to change my appearance to what i want it to be without more concerted effort.
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